Tuesday, September 24, 2013

For my jealousy I am sorry my sweet heart

COME ON WERE ARE YOU GOING,YOU KNOW I NEED TO KNOW,
COME ON WAY DON,T I TRUST YOU,WELL I THINK YOU
ALREADY KNOW,YOU PUT THIS STRANGE FEELING,


LOL,
Okay this is the very first time I screw myself up
I am in love with you
and now I feel jealous because of something
I wish you could tell them that you have already had someone for the future,
yet because you don't want to put that little tiny thing,
Its 4 o’clock in the morning
And i cant sleep a wink
Cant bring myself to sleep
Cant even think of other things

I admit that maybe I am jealous,
I am worried that you will be his love,
I can see how he tried to get on you.
And selfishly I want to let that guy know that someone that are special to you already exist
Yet, after thinking tonight,
Now I am more afraid of losing you,
even after you say those word,
but it seem you act didn't show it that way.
Damn I cried a lot tonight.
I still want you so much,
but there is a fight in side me.
Will it be better nor I will be worst and finally do something stupid
Cause I am not as best as all those candidate who were getting close to you
I keep seeing Your naughty grinning face
I feel your embrace against my face
I hear Your voice whispers to my ears

Ohh how could I stop this love sick melody?
Stop seeing my impossible imagination 
But why does it feel right if it is so wrong? 

The thought of you is stuck in my head
All I can do is cry in my bed
I can't go to sleep I'm awake all night
I am missing you badly how stupid i am

I have do something really stupid,
I trust you yet my heart feel this wavering sense
For tomorrow I  am afraid if you’d go to his arms 
This passion that never will be
A life that now seems empty


22/09/2013-24/09/2013



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