Even when you don't

As much as we argue
As much as we fight
We always turn it around by the end of the night

I really do love you 
I really do care
I really hope you will always be there

I know that perhaps I will be no one to you,
but I must admit that I really want you,
but somehow, my heart want you to get the best

I want you to be more than just a friend.
You were the first who teach me the feeling I never had before,
and there for I want you to be on my side for the rest of my un-natural life.

I know this process will bring us forward.
I know how I love you,
how much I am afraid of losing you

I want to hug you,
to kiss you and tenderly 
say that I love you.

Cause even when I am confused of my own act right now,
i want you to help me also to be on your side
and selfishly I want you to declare it.

All above and the thing I want to say
no matter what, no matter when
I will always love you even when you don't