Where did you meet the one you love?

Where did you meet the one you love??? Is it in some cafe? In school or other place??

Have you ever had a crush in school that lasted years? Were you ever able to sum up the courage to ask your crush out, or tell them how you feel? Here’s one of the sweetest true love stories that I might say that it’s just begun and yet it took whole new turn in the way I never suspect before. It’s a whole new thing I don’t got it in any of my relationship before. So…. I know it might not interesting for some people. To know some love story from a stranger. Yet…

She unfolding of all true love stories I ever know

Today I met her, the girl in the middle of this whole new love story of mine.

Back in past when I was still on the Junior, I don't even think that I'll had any crush on her. What I know is that she's like a fun person and also can be really close to any type of person. Well back then I was the shy type. Haha, yet now I had a huge crush on her.

Actually, when I say huge, it’s a complete understatement. I had a gargantuan crush on this girl.

It was like one of those fairy tale about some stupid love stories that your grandmother would have made up, to convince you to get married. Or some like in a drama movie and other. I don't know how to put it. Well, which I'm such a naive person who believed in that fairytale, yet I also keep my mind that it's not that extra Romeo-Juliet thing, (well I thought it was stupid at the past. Who can fall for someone even in dead. Because I had quite a time which made me realize that nothing last forever. So I keep holding myself in any my relationship) well, yet, this girl. Wow, She changed all of that,I become believing in love, and her, just as much as I can show her.

Yet before we come to that story that has yet to be told, I want to let everyone who eventually read this blog, who I am? Well, just an ordinary kid who used to get bullied by my schoolmates who like to picked on nice kids like me. Well You know the ones,short, fat, which made me can't run for my life. lol, also  wearing cheap plastic glasses that covered more than just the eyes, the whole face really. Well it was my Junior school.

So in the other hand this turns out to made me a completely different person. >.< Well, on high school I quite changed a lot. Well, at least becoming a bystander. Which still the teachers loved geeks like me. We had well, good grades, the simplest hairstyles and we were the best-behaved children not like the others. And finally keep myself busy with sports. I never quite thing about my stat before thought. My spectacles never came between me and my star status. Until I fell in love.

If you were to ask me about the whole deal now, I would call it silly.

But then, I never felt silly. It was a serious and dramatic chapter for me in my life.

The beginning of my true love story

Thought I don't quite remember the day when I first saw her. But it began when on my high school. More apt that I was curious about this girl. Which was saying hello to me, yet at the time being a was quite a 'jerk' who don't give a damn thing about anyone. Specially (include now perhaps) when I'm still in a relationship. Which this is the reason I ignored her and as if I don't know her. Well, I know her, even it takes me some time to remember. ./lol but I did remember she was my junior in junior high school too. Her laugh and a silly joke that she keep laughing when I was hit by my friend called Gaby. What a long time a go though. Well, what I remember that time that she act as if that she know me for a long time. So one day, I was riding my back to Dic's house. When I saw her also riding her bike. I presume that she was about to go home, (which I was mistaken because she stopping by on some shop, I don't even remember it.)

but this prologue has yet to have this thing called love, I don't even think about being with her. Cause at the time being I was so into wishing to become a priest. Which I believed that if I ever succeed, I must be a misguide priest. Haha, it's a joke don't take it seriously.  So I well tell from the very first. Our love story started long after our actually first met.  

First, it was with someone who lasted only 5 days. >.< Wednesday Thursday Friday Sunday and break up on Monday

the second one started first time met on the 14th Feb 2006, and in relationship since I don't know when, because without any word we just chained into each other. or perhaps everyone assume it that way, but it around feb and break up on 27th of August 2006

the third, started 30th of Oct 2006, which this who last the longest and the one perhaps I broke her heart yet still we had contact each other and she still play to my places. :D we ended our relationship 8th August-08 @8 pm after watching movie.

the fourth, well I don't even know since when we were involved cause I doesn't matter in her life. Yet we still had contact each other, but ignoring the fact that we were in relationship before. So this one doesn't count

The fifth, were the friend or used to be her friend before. We were in relationship 9 august yet officially 14th August 2009 and ended 15 april 2010. This quite my worst relationship I ever had. T.T it's not her fault thought.

the sixth, 25th dec 2010 til Feb 2011. this is the funniest relation I ever had. =.= we don't contacted each other, we don't care about each other and it's just a status. -.-

And now the one that who made me so crazy like I never done before. Not even a single one made me this way. 

So enough for the stupid prologue.

The first conversation of love

So after my ignoring her even thought she was quite nice to greet me. Well it was on my 3rd grade of High school and it was like about 2 almost 3 years I didn't met her. So I was like " who are you acting like knowing me???" and also I was like overconfident that perhaps she like me. It turn out I was wrong. :p Which ended I know now that she was pissed about that. :p Well sorry,I know I was a jerk by doing that stupid thing but I got my reason for that, it was 2007. After Nisita got here asthma attack. -.- Huff, still remember that day to clearly. Now, I promised her that I will explain everything. So that time, I was still in a relationship and this stupid rumors are spreading about I'm having an affair with a first grade student on my school. Well some people didn't quite like me, so what else they can do beside spreading words. All my anticipation was by ignoring every single girl of the first grade. So that's it. I was protecting my name and others. Even thought that time a lot of rumors were spread like hell and hitting me. Yet, what made my curious is that "does she know about the rumor or not?" So there was my first glitch. Yet I keep ignoring her. >.< Cause I don't want to hurt anyone. Yet I intend to apologize to her for my act, but I never had the chance. Every time I pass the X.3 I didn't met her, which this come to conclusion by those who were a spy or rather who doesn't want my relationship last long, to assume that I was looking for a girl name Angel. Well I must admit, a lot of boys who were crazy about this girl. Not me thought. >:) Told you I already had one, why should I got another? :P So we ended never apology, cause every time we met. The spy always sitting down in the corner.
So it was the first, then we just lost contact until I graduated.

Chapter two Begins

It was Friday that I and my ex met, which turn out to be my junior from the same school. It was around 2009. Which I finally met again with this girl. She was so called a dear friend of my ex. So I met her again, but this time I found out that she already had a boyfriend. There was a feeling, not a love thought, but another curious, how could a girl be so free willing and kinda enjoy her life. (I'm completely ignorant thought cause I don't read other people mind) 

So every time I pick my ex(that time she was my girlfriend) from school, I met this girl well I supposed to called her Ino then, so no one will confused for the other. Every time we met, some how it was a familiar feeling. I know this is wrong. So I kept my mind, that I perhaps want to know her more. Yet, as our logic still runs. I can't just go for it just from a hunch. So I slightly think it was non of a need to happen. Still I'm curious. And did try to get her phone number after my phone broke. In looking forward that I also could ask about my gf. And after I and my gf broke up. It takes a  quite time to I gather my hunch and a need to know her more. -.-, 

The end of love as I knew it

So I started to contact her again by mail, phone. It's as started to be nuisance for her. Just keep popping up like a pop windows and before she even replies I ended appear offline. Or also turn round that she will be the one who log out when I log in. -.- Snip, snip… with each word that she uttered, she was snipping away all the confidence I ever had. I know she would walked away. I sat on some place thinking about (her propic) knowing that she must have been happy finding the one for her. So I didn’t know when I would do. If I just go with it straight I could never chat again. I was shattered. A year passed but my curiosity for her never changed and still my curiosity still linger. Of course I'm also not that confident that she would accept me even as a friend. Cause what I got that time are that she don't even want to met me. She told me that she was going abroad, and then that she else were. Which ended we met in the street and that time I finally got crossed checked her number again. So thought I know that it seem she is on a relationship, it will be fine. I believed that way. As long I don't cross the line to ruined her relationship. 

So we started to chat. No special reason thought. No eagerness for even hoping that we end up to be lovers. Just how fun it was when I was on chat with her nor webcam. >.<

My curiosity still yet be fulfilled, I'm still having this feeling about what and how she really are. this strange feeling. Still, I never mentioned about knowing that her already had a boyfriend or any relationship. All I ever mentioned is once asking about her followers. Haha. I wanted her to know that I liked her but at times, I wanted the secret to die with me. Now I wonder if that was fake or true love I was feeling for her.  My mind keep telling me that I must keep sane, that it must be another meeting to ends up to be another break up if I're about to have a relationship. 

I don't want her to know how I feel, and I think she doesn't know.But there were also a time were I was certain that she knew about my secret so called love story, how could she not know my strange feeling. The sky, the trees, the earth, must have laugh at me thought. Cause the first after a long time we don't met is that I dare her to give me xoxoxo. -.- How shame on me. How could I be so ignorant of my eyes which were so full of love and my heart which sighed every time I saw her? Well, at first I never to conceal my love, but I did’t want to force her to love me. I had walked half the distance for her, to see will she also curious about me? Well, it turn out to be normal and well Where there is a will, there is a way, especially when it comes to information. Specially for the person herself. Within no time I had all the information about her, also she got all the information about me. 

Then til the time before I started to give her a :* text. I started to realize that I've fallen for this girl, but I still keep my mind. My sane mind. Cause I might done something wrong or made her sick of me. >.< Til the time, I realize that I loved her, I was sure of that then. Wishing that we could know each other better, my curiosity pushed me to do so. Without ever knowing whether there was a boy or even a girl in her life or whether she would ever like me. But I was pretty sure she would like me. She was supposed to. Why wouldn’t her? I could never summon the courage to tell her straight thought. I never done it by spelling it straightly, but my eager support me. Even if she thought it was just merely a joke. 

My first met after a long time with love

My first met, and I was so not ready for it! There I was on my first date. The worst part was that I was looking clumsy. I thought she might laugh out loudly yet again she was talking to me like she knew me for years. I was too busy thinking. 

My first met was converting into a disaster and I was the jackass axing the branch I was sitting on. thinking that if I done it, she might even hate me or don't want to know me at all. Believe it or not, surprisingly, it didn’t end in a disaster. Everything went nice and we met frequently afterwards. And I got to know much more about her and her family as the time passed. Her name is VLW or I so called her as Ino. Not a romantic name. 

But today I can tell you that she is the most girl that made me crazy about her. The most girl who teach me about anything I never ever feel before. She is responsible for bringing out the lost confidence in me and I am not afraid to be myself with her. Still I wish she is mine and I could ask for nothing more. 

So our journey are about to started. Just like now, our ex's is coming back and perhaps wishing to continue the old love story. >.< But well, I already got what I want the most. So I don't quite care about the other but "Talking has never killed anyone and as long as your old love story doesn’t rekindle, I have no issues.” So it's just find if we met our ex, Because I believed that “old love story” had failed to revive after all those long years. I wasn’t even able to remember our journey or even her birthday date or her full name. -.-

Hemmm here for those who are still wishing

“It was just a childhood crush. Please don’t take it seriously. I am fine with my life and have no clue why you’re bringing this up, and now, after all these years. I am happy with my partner and wish you can find someone nice for yourself too. Please don’t get in touch with me again if you're hoping to get together with me. Good luck with your life.”

Because this girl now, made me crazy about her, made me feel a completely joy, made me smile even when I frown. Cause you keep showing up in my dreams and keep being on myside in this real life. that's why.

You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me. You're my love and my best friend. And every day that goes by, it seems like I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. You touch my heart in a way I never knew before. I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life.

Well we can all fall in love plenty of times, but there’s always that one special time when we come across a perfectly true love story in your own life.

So don’t be afraid to fall in love, and don’t ever give up on it, because romantic true love stories may seem like a fairytale, but they’re usually always waiting for you right around the corner.

Note:

"You are unlike any of the guys I dated all through life. You are different, and that's one of the reason why I love you" InO