You Have lost your chance
My days are long, my nights are cold
Without you here for me to hold.
Yes, this Valentine mean nothing to you
As you're going with someone dear to you.
I always thought you were the one,
my last and the person I love
The moment we kissed, I knew it was right
To love you and want you with all my heart
The hopes that we shared, the dreams that we dreamt
Then you turned around and said nothing was meant.
You never thought about promises cause you're afraid to get hurt
And yet you seem don't care about how I felt
The memories we've got, the joy and the pain
Are finished, forgotten -won't you try again.
You said that you care, that's no longer enough
So you just up and leave - the woman that I love.
You want to be free, to chat up the boys
You said that I don't understand your feeling
Yet, you don't care about what I had in my mind
You never told me these things you were feeling
You've broken my heart and I can't see it healing.
Perhaps because this feeling is new for me
I hope that you're happy in all that you do
That my pain and that never go through.
You weren't just my lover but my best friend as well.
I gave you my all when in love I fell.
I'm tired of dreaming and I'm through with trying.
Maybe things are good for you,
Hanging around with someone new,
and don't have to worry about me.
Why should you lie about going with someone,
why would you keep pushing me away
Again you say I don't understand how you feel
And again you need space from me
And again you keep pushing me away
and again it turns out you just want to be with someone else.
They want me back, and still after that pushing me away?
If I meet someone else, and I'm not sure I will
This hole in my heart no one can fill.
With you, all my dreams looked like coming true
You've robbed me of those, what can I now do?
For sure I can't wait for you...
I'm done trying...
I do have 3 promises for you
I will accompany you to your families weds.
and I will always love you and never hate you
And the last one that if I'm READY I will be back
Because look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it's been fun.
I bet you think I will always forgive you.
You never thought I'd turn away.
You never believed you'd see this day.
but look at all that I've been through.
Look again cause here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
When I caught you for the first time.
Why did I give you chances?
Just to broke my heart again?
How are things going to be,
Since there is no more you and me.
But now its all over, you want me no more
Swept out of your life like the dust on the floor.
If you want to re-live the great times we had
Remember that you don't lose someone overnight
It shouldn't take you by surprise
It may be too late when you realize
You lose a heart one step at a time
I'm not trying to make excuses
There are no simple answers to explain
I can't put it into words
or tell you why it happened this way
It wasn't any one thing that you did
It was all those little things that you didn't do
I know it may be too late to realize
but you lost a heart one step at a time.
Remember how you used to say how a girl gives up on you? I'll quote it for you...
She will:
1. not try to catch your attention
2. not fight for you anymore.
3. won't reply to your message as quickly anymore.
4. won't try to keep the conversation going anymore.
5. not care anymore.
6. no longer get jealous.
7. will flirt and talk to others guys.
8. no longer care if you care or not anymore
9. give up on trying to make you love her.
And you have done all of that, well almost all of that. At least you try to contact me, and yet after I almost fall again for you, you suddenly disappear and pushed me away again... So I guess, after this Pekalongan, I won't be around any longer. Cause I'm tired and I don't want to get hurt anymore.
You have lost your chances...
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