Dream

I know this is ain't a poem..
but rather a dream I would like to share


I had this dream about us,
we were both there in this elevator which filled with lots of people we know , from the very beginning until well, maybe the future. We ride from the first floor. when this elevator
and on every floor there is a memories ride, why I called it this? cause all the memories we shared and also we don't shared are rolled just like a film. It starti from the first time when you were in the junior high school, when we don't bother each other, the memories I don't even remember... ." How I also feel how you feel Even all guy who close to you and how your feelings for them. And I also feel it , until I'm afraid that you would leave me and choose another one,
but the higher we go up the elevator , a lot of people went go out one by one , on each floor sometimes just walk away . In fact there are people who are much better than me , much more in everything , and someone who is not likely I could stand a chance . Until I feel insecure and stand in the cornet of the elevator for quite a long time .
As the elevator  rose steadily and continues until it leaves just me , you , the 'much better than me' guy , our girl friends , I feel confused and didn't know whether I should stay there or not , until I decided to walk out of the elevator when it reached to the next floor .
When we reached the next floor , I was getting ready to step out but when I was about  " Nik hugged me tightly from behind and the other went out from the elevator , Nik  showed this anxious faces , about to cry but then you smiled . And glorious when you smile, you're really beautiful and so sweet in my dreams , last up to 3 floors , there are memories about a wedding , then on the next floor there're Dom n Lynn entered from the floor , Until the very top we came out and saw this porch ( but strangely it is a grassland ) and here are all so bright until  I woke up ( still in the dream ) Nik lay bed with arms around me there by my side , and when Nik open my eyes I say good morning ma . And when you about to kiss me , I wake up





























30/11/2013
I got this dream where I was dead. and live (well could I say live?) as a ghost.
I was just wondering around, playing with them which never even mention me. never ever say my name. It happen in a winter season (strange cause where I lived there isn't winter)....
Until I end up in a tree playing with this little kitten until suddenly someone old enough, a grandma ages suddenly called me. and we talk over and over. and ask me two thing:
Do you want to stay here? and Do you have a love one?
I only answered about my love, in there, I was wishing that I got the chance to love her more, and didn;t gave up. and to let go at lease my special thing to her. lol.
And when that word ended, I cried, in dream and also in the real world... I opened my eyes slowly, and as if I'm in between the dream and waking up. yet, I still can see that old lady, saying that I've got only a little more time and I need to do what I had to do...